Here lies our precious Macaroon

      If was recording a video instead of typing this, you would have seen me chocking up with tears. It is very hard for me to type. On August 14th, my Macaroon past away with canine parvovirus. A few days before his death, he became very ill and would not eat anything. He was barfing foam. It was so sad. 

      The night of his passing, I took him to the vet; his condition was getting much worst and he was not responsive. So I took him back home and have him rest. 

      Next minute, I found him dead. My heart breaks. How could he died? He was so... alive. He always howl with me. He loves biting Tuxedo's ears and playing with him. He hates bath but if I give him a cuddle after, he was okay.

      I held him there, in my arms, crying my eyes out. I remember asking God, "How could you take him away from me?" Macaroon was only with us for 6 weeks. 

      I was desperate for an answer. So I went online and came across John Piper's poem, Glorified:

'To drink eternal life, I took

A glance across the golden grass,

And saw my dog, old Blackie, fast

As she could come. She leaped the stream-

Almost-and what a happy gleam

Was in her eye.

I knelt to drink,

And knew that I was on the brink

Of endless joy. And everywhere

I turned I saw a wonder there.'

     I do believe that one day I will see Macaroon again. Even though it hurts to let him go but I believe that he is right now in heaven with God.

 

The very first day that we've met

 

Tuxedo loves cuddling this little guy

 

See.I told you he hated baths

 

When he was sick, Tuxedo was by his side

 

A day before his passing

 

We will miss you, Macaroon! 

'For every beast of the forest is mine,

    the cattle on a thousand hills.

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I know all the birds of the hills,

    and all that moves in the field is mine'.

-Psalm 50:10-

Much..much..love,

Gemma

Doodle time

To me, art is like a key to your mind. When you draw or paint something, it's like you're letting your imagination runs free! 
Have you ever taken a time to sit down and doodle something? When was the last time you drew because you just want to? When was the last time you picked up a brush and start dabbing colors that matches your emotions? 
I'm not the best, when it comes to drawings, and oh no, especially not painting! But I do it anyways because it makes me happy. 
I want to encouraging you guys to doodle today. Just grab a pencil and start drawing. Anything you want. Trust me, it will make you happy :)


Here are some drawings I did. And boy oh boy, it feels so relaxing and I didn't have to think about anything else ^_^




The scribble on top is just my signature, but I have no idea why it's up there. 






So yeah, keep drawing guys!


Much..much..love,
Gemma